Sometimes I do get restless and other times I feel secured. 11 different schools and many different homes, unpacked boxes filing storage, just in case we'd have to go again. There were new faces, new names and then there was me. I remained unchanged. Curious, Skeptical, Unsure. I got used to being a drifter. I… Continue reading Conversations with myself
Category: Personal
Saturday Morning Thoughts
Okay, technically it's almost noon but to be fair, I stayed up really late last night watching Mockingjay Part 1 with my family so I slept in. And by the time this has been posted it will probably be 12:30....sorry! Every morning, I try to sit on my bed for a few minutes and look… Continue reading Saturday Morning Thoughts
Don’t Worry About Me
There has been a constant "Oh, dear we hope you find someone soon!" or the oh-so familiar "You don't want to stay single for too long, you don't want to miss the boat"...What boat? I haven't even arrived to the port. I'm not going to whine and complain that I'm sick of hearing that because… Continue reading Don’t Worry About Me
From the ground to the sky and back down again
I promised I would write about my trip more in depth, I have been going through my journal and picking out things I'd like to share but since it was a great experience overall, it's taking me quite longer than expected. So maybe I'll just share some excerpts that reflected how I was feeling before,… Continue reading From the ground to the sky and back down again
Exposure: the good and the bad but mostly the ugly
So I'm writing this while I feel slightly agitated and my hands are shaking, my hearts beating way too fast. You know when you expose yourself to something and you know it's going to make you feel things, make you upset, frustrated, whatever, but you do it anyway because it matters to you? Well, I… Continue reading Exposure: the good and the bad but mostly the ugly
being maarthaa 