Maybe I got so used to getting everything and succeeding at everything. There was nothing I could not do.
Lately, it’s just fail after fail. It’s an eye opener because I guess that’s real life. I can’t even get into programs these days. I just don’t feel like my usual self.
I put on a smile. I go out. I try to have fun but all this is digging a hole in my brain and embedding itself deeper and deeper. I just can’t seem to shake it off. I’m honestly not as happy as I want to be. I feel disappointed and I want to believe that I can do it.
I just need a sign. I work hard every day to reach my goals and use all I’ve got. I just don’t know what else to do.