When one door closes….

You know the saying…we all do. Sometimes though we forget. The other night, I heard a voice. It must have been my own. It said “What if I fail? That’s my biggest fear. It’s failing. I have been failing a lot lately. So it has been a reality check. Anyway, What if I fail…then I heard another voice. “But what if you fly”…

I knew the quote but I never took it to heart. I haven’t been one to fail much in life. I’m usually the “I’m always right, I know what I’m doing, I have my life figured out” type of person. You know someone like that in your life. Well, lately I’ve failed at certain things and I’ve let myself down but here I am writing that I’m finally starting to make the right decisions again. I’m feeling so happy. I’ve decided to go back to school again. I had put it on hold because I didn’t get into grad school, I didn’t get the job I wanted, etc. I’ve had a lot of setbacks but it doesn’t mean, it’s over.

The good thing is that it doesn’t take me too long to realize when I’ve made a bad choice. It used to take me something really bad, in order for me to realize what I got myself into. It took me a month to realize, I wasn’t getting the satisfaction. And another thing is no time is ever really wasted because you learn something.

Well, I hope that my new adventure comes to me soon.